Thursday, June 26, 2008

Indifference vs Action

Wow. I just finished reading a few essays by Elie Wiesel. I have admired his writing ever since reading Night as a sophomore in high school. He described the events of the Holocaust in such a beautiful, and haunting way, and he has fueled my morbid fascination with the Holocaust. My roommate introduced me to his essays on America, particularly The Perils of Indifference. I finally took the time to read it today, and I recommend giving it a look.

Right now I am reading another book by a Holocaust survivor, Livia Bitton-Jackson, called I Have Lived A Thousand Years. I am not very far in it, but so far her view on the events is interesting. She seems like a very dramatic, and passionate person, yet her description of some of the most emotional events is very detached. However, I'm not sure how you can accurately convey those types of feelings through writing.

There is a sad observation made by both Wiesel, and Bitton-Jackson. They both talk about the reactions, or lack of, from bystanders. It is amazing to me that many of those who saw what was going on did nothing. I can't say that I would have had the courage to do something, but it's just amazing how many people had to look the other way for it to go as far as it did. In The Perils of Indifference Wiesel talks about indifference, and how it can have more harmful effects than hate. He says

"Of course, indifference can be tempting -- more than that, seductive. It is so much easier to look away from victims. It is so much easier to avoid such rude interruptions to our work, our dreams, our hopes. It is, after all, awkward, troublesome, to be involved in another person's pain and despair. Yet, for the person who is indifferent, his or her neighbor are of no consequence. And, therefore, their lives are meaningless. Their hidden or even visible anguish is of no interest. Indifference reduces the Other to an abstraction."
By not acknowledging another, we are basically denying the fact that they exist. It really is much easier to just do nothing, but Wiesel points out why that is more harmful.
"In a way, to be indifferent to that suffering is what makes the human being inhuman. Indifference, after all, is more dangerous than anger and hatred....
Even hatred at times may elicit a response. You fight it. You denounce it. You disarm it. Indifference elicits no response. Indifference is not a response. Indifference is not a beginning; it is an end. And, therefore, indifference is always the friend of the enemy, for it benefits the aggressor -- never his victim, whose pain is magnified when he or she feels forgotten...And in denying their humanity, we betray our own. "
I just think he writes very powerfully. This definitely gave me something to think about. I had never thought about how much harm can be done if we just don't care. Even in our everyday dealings with people it can be important. It makes me want to take more notice, and involvement in other people's lives.
Now that seems depressing, and I'm not sure it will help you any today, but I guess the purpose of a blog is to post what you've been thinking about.

Wednesday, June 4, 2008

Progress

Sometimes I feel like I'm not moving forward at all. I feel like I'm stuck in a rut, and sometimes that is true. However, some of the time all I have to do is think back at what I have been doing the past couple of weeks. Usually when I take time to do this I realize that I really am doing something with my life. I just don't always feel that way. Summer tends to be a time when I have to check every once in a while to make sure that I'm not slipping backwards.

I know this doesn't really have much to do with my progress in life, but I thought I would post my progress on the Daffodils pic. This is to show that I am, every once in a while, making progress in something. I have actually gone somewhere with this painting I've been working on for my sis. I'm not sure I will keep it, but at least I can say I've done something with it. So here are the pics, and just know that I still have a looong way to go on it.
The first pic is my first draft. It's um... well I scrapped it for a reason. The second draft I like better, and look I have moved forward in something! Oh and this is also to show Amy that I can figure out how to post pictures. Woohoo!